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Through The Wall Tracy Korn
Tracy is a language assistance program coordinator and English teacher at an alternative high school for at risk students in the Midwest. She is currently training for Ironman Wisconsin, 2007.
Movie Moments
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Sometimes I see my life in movie clips; the ending scene where the anthem music builds in the background as I walk from a swim, hair still damp, to my car in the misty, rain-soaked... Read
Tri-Life Manifesto II
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There will be times when the only sounds you'll hear are the spinning of your own wheels, the grinding of your own gears... Read
Tri-Life Manifesto
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Chapter One. ~The first 10 minutes of anything requiring effort almost always suck. Just after the alarm goes off, getting into the pool and suffering the first 100 yards on a winter day, etc.... Read
So Far
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Along the way, we discover the real reasons for why we first begin. Read
Initus
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And of it all, at least I can say... at the very least I can say that come stumbling be damned I came. At the very least I can say I decided, whether I knew... Read
Park and Walk
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Some things about some people may simply always baffle me. When I was a kid my dad and I would sit in the car while my mom ran into the store with my little brother... Read
DNF
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Beginning is the hardest part. I've been sitting here looking at this blank screen for an hour now at least, and have decided that this is true. Read
Phase 5
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The default word is acceptance. For what it is, for what it will be. But I don't agree completely because it's too passive a word; implying something tolerated, or against my otherwise will or preference.... Read
The Last Brick
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Tomorrow morning I'll get into the lake at 5:30 for 3,000 yards. The sun won't be up just yet, but I've grown to prefer it that way. I like the feeling of beating it out... Read
Apathy Cancer
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Why tri? Well. That's a long story... My grandmother used to tell me that the definition of stupidity was doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results. Read
Breaking Ground
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The hardest part about going too far is that at some point, you need to come back. I knew the minute I decided. Maybe I should have been stronger. But it felt so right. Read
100 Days
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100 days is not a lot of time, and in that time I have a lot to put into place. But before I can even begin, I have this to sort: Being gone is... Read
Apollo
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Baby, don’t you know me by now? Take it off…take it all off…and let’s go for a ride. The closer we get the more he tells me... Read
Mini Report
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For the first time in a very long time I felt ready. Ready packed, ready state of mind, ready legs, rea- … pac- … ready? Oh $%#! The packet! Scrambling through my confirmation book, I... Read
Endurance
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1. The act, quality, or power of withstanding hardship or stress. 2. The state or fact of persevering. 3. Continuing existence; duration. I thought that I thought it was, but now that I think about... Read
True
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“I can’t sleep… you up?” “We’re always up. Why can’t you sleep?” “I don’t know.“ ‘Yes you do.” “No, I really don’t.” “Well, let’s go find out…grab your coat.” “Huh… I thought it would be... Read
I Heard the Wind
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I heard the wind. Before my alarm I heard the wind and I knew there would be a struggle. Not a war, there’s nothing like war and only those so fortunate to have never... Read
I Need a Nemesis
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I need a nemesis – something to keep me honest everyday, something to keep me moving because if I stop, it will be waiting. It evolves as I do, one step ahead some days and... Read
Footprints
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Today started out rough. Our son woke up in the middle of the night after having had a bad dream, so I sat on the side of his bed until he fell back to sleep.... Read
Ignition
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Now I'm ready. Now. I thought that I was ready before, but I wasn't. I was still afraid. I was still that other who didn’t fully believe because she’d been weakened by six weeks of... Read
Run
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If you’ve forgotten why you do this, or doubt if you can come back as even a suggestion of what you were. Once. Once when you believed in it even though you were terrified. If... Read
When I Go Listening
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Of this morning, I must say, I am living a charmed life. I’m not exactly sure why, I think it has something to do with having the ability to admit it to the entire world... Read
Hang On
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I think that sometimes I just have to be damn obnoxious, that the only difference between the average everyday of it and the ideal life is directly proportionate to the amount of time a person... Read
The Final Round
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This was how I felt that morning too. No, that afternoon, when that old man made the boxer’s fists at me while silently sitting on the stoop. It was all in slow motion then for... Read
Today
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I have so far to go. It's almost ridiculous. I'm afraid and excited and there are these doubts that are heavy on some days. Today. Today I wonder if I have what it takes... Read
Open Up the Track
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At one time I thought it was impossible. At one time. It was before I realized that I was meant for something else. It was before I realized that the only difference between a dream... Read
The Mirror
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I haven’t even changed my clothes yet. I don’t think that I’ve ever seen so much is so short of a time, and I suppose that I wanted to write it all down before it... Read
Crossroads
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I have no happy answer for you. In fact, there is no euphemism, so I’ll just be frank. I have learned that there is no easy way - that unless you are prepared to sacrifice... Read
I'll Say This Once
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I signed up quite frankly because it will be hard - because it will be that much harder than what many of the hardiest of souls consider to be hard, and because of this it... Read
Why
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"Why did you run so damn early this morning?" People always ask me that, and honestly, it’s because if I didn’t the marathon would break me in half. And we just can’t have that. But... Read
The Edge
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Here at the edge of it I must remind myself that there are things that I have learned, things that have not come easily – things for which I went hunting, for which I... Read
This Time Next Year
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This time next year I will have ridden 120 miles. I will have swum three-and-a-half miles, and I will have run 30-miles at a pop, just to make mile 20 the new mile 16.... Read
The Crossing
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So, today is my last day on this side of it. No bridge back, and I suppose that I knew that going in. But you can never really know. Read
Tell Them
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Just tell them that I was alive. That I was a contradiction and that there was no explanation for the way things fell out of my Mind. Tell them that I never built a bit... Read
A New Kind of Ocean
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"The fear of suffering is often worse than the suffering itself." ~ Paolo Coelho - The Alchemist.
I set up my transition area all OCD like, even put out some sunblock-chapstick. Guh... Read
The Hurricane
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Tracy reports in on her first Marathon. An inspirational read for any contemplating going the distance. Read
Come Hither, Hurricane
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Today I called a meeting. I wanted to find all of the fears before they caught up with me out there, before they could ambush me and begin dismantling everything that I’ve been building for... Read
31
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I’m 31 today. I can’t believe that 31 years have already gone by. I think about all of the things I’ve done so far and all of the places I’ve been, and it makes me... Read
The Journey
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Everyone needs a foundation, and I don’t just mean in miles and yards. Triathlon training takes a lot out of a person physically, mentally and emotionally, so it’s a good idea to make sure that... Read
The Morning After
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A follow up to, I Can't Sleep... 5:30 – I have to get up now. Should have gotten up an hour and a half ago. No more negotiating. Stayed up too late with that little regrouping episode... Read
I Can't Sleep
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The technical training material provided here each week can sometimes be a bit overwhelming. To give some relief and the much deserved occasional break, I thought it time to start providing a lighter, and sometimes not-so-lighter, perspective on the sport and what we mortals endure for our chosen lifestyle. With that, we're privileged to have Tracy Korn join us as our first age-grouper regular columnist. Read